Sunday, July 29, 2007

Trust

Who can i trust and who can i not trust??
What r the things that i can trust from the people that i trust? Is there a difference between trust and believe? How do i choose who to trust?

I've got so many questions in mind lately. I think my philosophy class is driving me crazy. I'm a person who trust what people say. Therefore when someone tell me something, the first thing that come thru my mind is believe. I won't doubt. But philisophy class is so different to my bio class!!!(duh!!) I need to think things thru . I'm current;y studying about aubrey de grey's SENS. All i know is i totally disagree with his idea but i've realized that i need to be rational so that during exam i'll be able to list out the pros n cons. But right now i'm too extreme that i can't think of a single advantage about SENS.

Anyway, my class has nothing to do with trust. I've been thru some struggles lately about trust. Have been talking to a few friends lately n i've found out that most smart people r sceptical. For example, they'll evaluate what people say n doubt first. But i don't normally evaluate n doubt. I'm not dumb am i?? anyway, i've always tot that i should be fully supportive with church- the activities, pastor's preaching etc. And by being supportive i've never question what my pastor preached. I've even came to a very dangerous state that i can't differentiate right from wrong when someone comes to me n starts to say things like God wants us/ u to do this or that. I don't know if those ppl r being true that things r really from God or just a feeling. So how do i know if i should follow??? i guess i'll have to pray n ask God.